Confessions From A Black Rose

Ever since I could articulate the idea I have always wanted to travel the world. I wanted to see first hand the countries I had romanticized in my atlas and encyclopedias. I was extremely fortunate to have lived in six countries by the time I turned 21. I mean I celebrated my 21st birthday in Melbourne, Australia. How fabulous is that?  Thanks to my parents I got to go on holiday to a variety of locations. From the beaches in Mauritius to watching lioness play with her cub in Kruger National Park in South Africa to the lights of Paris i have witnessed marvelous sights. Now that am 23, I feel that the world is waiting for me. There are so many places I have not seen, so many people I have not met and so much food that i have yet to taste. The world really is my oyster and I can't wait to experience it. One of my dreams is to spend an entire summer traveling through Europe. Not sure that I am going to do the whole back packing thing but that would be an interesting experience to s

People say I'm the life of the party Because I tell a joke or two Although I might be laughing loud and hearty Deep inside I'm blue So take good look at my face You'll see my smile looks out of my place If you look closer , its easy to trace The tracks of my tears I need you, I need you Since you left me if you see me with another guy Seeming like I'm having fun Although he may be cute he's just a substitute Because you're the permanent one.. So take a good look at my face You'll see my smile looks out of place If you look closer , it's easy to trace The tracks of my tears.. I need you, need you Outside I'm masquerading Inside my hope is fading Just a clown oh yeah Since you put me down My smile is my make up I wear since my break up with you .. Baby take a good look at my face You'll see my smile looks out of place If you look closer, it's easy to trace the tracks of my tears Take a good look at my face

With all the bad things that are happening in the world today, I like to take a moment to discuss the things that warm my heart. The small things that make me smile and spring joy to my soul. 1. Spartacus: Blood and Sand Early this month I discovered Spartacus . In a course of two days I watched the entire first season. What an incredible show. I love it more than True Blood and Six Feet Under , which is a difficult feat. It is not a show for everyone, there is a lot of sex and blood. I don't know if it is because I'm a little sadistic but I love the fight scenes. I am as enthusiastic as the people in the arena. I'm always shouting "Finish him" or "cut his f***king head off". I really get into it. It also has incredible quotes. The whole gladiator does not fear death monologue is my motto for life. I always get so excited when I hear "Kill them, Kill them all". This show is the death of me. I have watched the prequel but nothing beats the or

They say at first you don't succeed you must pick yourself up and try again. it seems so simple put getting back up after life disappointments is quite an impossible task. In the beginning it feels like it is all fun and games. Life gives you playful shoves and you laugh it off. As time goes by the hits become harder and your laughter begins to fade. You put your hands up for mercy but life punches you in the face causing your eyes to bleed and your nose to shatter. After life gives you one last final blow your senses become heightened. Noises around you become deafening and the world begins to spin. You feel your heart pounding through your chest. You try to breathe but it seems impossible. You ask yourself will I be able to get up. You attempt to but the pain on your side knocks you down again. Maybe it would be better to lay down and admit defeat. You hear life laughing to the crowd and declaring victory. Against the noise you hear a faintest cry "Get Up'. You turn your

So I have joined tumblr and its awesome but that is not the story here. All over tumblr were gifs of Rebecca Black and i was wondering what the deal was. So because I am a curious being I decided to watch Rebecca Black's video "Friday". i have never cried so much in my life...from laughter. I don't know who wrote this song but it is quote worthy. tomorrow is Saturday and Sunday comes afterward. Seriously I don't know if this is a real video. If it is a real music video I'm going to feel awful for laughing. I mean tears were coming out of my eyes and its 4 in the morning so i can't really laugh the way i want to. I just don't know if it is real. I mean it can't be. It has to be a parody, it can't be real. If it is real, I'm speechless. If I wrote this song I would never release it, I mean I wrote better songs when I was three. But it is worth a look it is hilarious and it is already infamous.

While watching an episode of Spartacus: Blood and Sand i heard an interesting statement. the word proper was created to keep women in their place. A proper woman does not go after her desires, is not forceful nor aggressive. She is a proper lady, a nice and good girl. The problem with being a nice girl is people take advantage of you. Since you do not speak up, they assume they can treat you anyway. What happens is that people have a tendency to fuck you over. You continue to bend over for them as they tear the very essence of your being. All my life I've been good and what do i get in return, heartache. I've always loved the Bitch . The woman who goes after what she wants. she says what is on her mind and does not care about what others think. she is not the mean girl. She does not make your life a living hell. She gets things done and she just does not give a shit. people know not to mess with her. I was a Bitch as a child but i soften as the years went by. I've got to