Confessions From A Black Rose

Like the famous Britney song says "Oops I did it again". Instead of playing with someones heart I played with my own. I managed to develop a crush on someone by just talking to them. Oops! Only in my world can that happen. Anyways, I find it terribly funny. It happened a few weeks ago, the feelings are not as prominent as before so that's progress. I really do not think I will see them again so I am looking at the other fishes in the sea. EXCITING NEWS: There is another sequel to Bridget Jones in the works. This is exciting news because I always love to watch characters that are like me. Yes I am the Liberian version of Bridget Jones, pathetic but true. I AM TOO GOOD AT THIS: So Jessica Simpson and Tony broke up recently(sad because I do wish happiness for Jessica) Which made me do I told you so dance because Nick Lachey and Vanessa broke up recently as well. I remember telling people that Nick and Jessica would end up together. Now both of them are single at the same tim

I tried to deny it and hope that the emptiness will disappear. But behind every laugh, every smile and every embrace is nothing. No real emotion at all. I did not think it was possible but I feel so alone. There is no one to turn to. No one who really understands me or no one to be my crying shoulder. I am alone in a room with a million strangers. All of them passing me by and not caring for my existence. There are moments that I stumble and hit the person next to me. For a split second it feels like they are going to help, help me escape the fall to the pit of despair. But they don't. They just brush their shoulders and leave me to drown in the emptiness of the room. I am not sure if I will ever find someone who gets me. Am I destined to be alone in a crowded room?