To My Angel

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I am trying to remember the last time I spoke to you. I cannot remember. I am trying to remember the last time I heard you laugh or saw you smile. I cannot remember. Now all I want to do is pick up the phone and talk to you about everything and nothing at all but I can't. You are no longer here. It is killing me to know that I will never see you again but I am glad about all the good times we had.The time we skipped the fireworks at Islands of Adventure so we could ride The Hulk one more time. I may not understand why God took you away from me so soon.I admit that at first I was in denial and completely numb. Then I was pissed(I had skipped angry completely) but that is not what you would have wanted. In honor of your memory I will not pick a fight with God because he knows best. I love you dearly and I am sorry that we did not stay in touch, part of that was probably my fault. I love you and miss you cuz. Until we meet again, a bientot.

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