When this hurt is gone, I got to get myself together

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I am not going to lie, life after graduation has been difficult. There have been detours, u-turns, speed bumps pretty much everything you can imagine along the road of success. The more successful my peers got the more nervous I got about my situation. I keep on asking the universe what in the world is wrong with me? Why do you keep on testing me? It got to a point where I was a few setbacks away from drinking myself into stupor. Then I got to thinking, why I am looking at other people's roads? It is just taking my focus from the path I am destined to take. Are things going slower for me than I would like them to? Hell yes! But that is all part of my adventure, my journey. There are many people who have similar or worse situations to mine and I see them just giving up. Their outlook on their situation is just full of negative vibes. If you want good things to happen to you, you have to envision them and create a system of attack on how they will come into being. It is the law of attraction, you got to think positive or the situation will only get worse.  Now I leave you with some music from the Queen of Dance-Robyn.
I got to get my head back on. I got to get myself together. When this hurt is gone, I got to get myself together. Can't tell what's going wrong. I wish that something could be done. I'm not that clever. When this hurt is gone, I got to get myself together

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